By: Titah AW (Otniel Dance Community Writer)
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"Am I a girl or a boy?"
At first, Otniel Tasman thought that this feeling dwelling inside him was just a Lengger Lanang. Born from folk art in Banyumas, Lengger Lanang is a dance in worship of the goddess of fertility, which is performed by men but demonstrates the graceful gestures of women. For someone who lives Lengger as a way of life, it is not just a spectacle, it creates irresistible forces of femininity and masculinity in a dancer's body. Otniel was experiencing that feeling.
Otniel's gender duality continues to emerge and influence his life, as well as his choreographies. Dialogue about the boundary between male and female, the possibility of uniting the two, and how Lengger survived the onslaught of time has become a strong foundation for all of Otniel's work in the last 10 years. For Otniel, dancing Lengger is not only an attempt to preserve the traditions of his ancestors in Banyumas, but also a journey to find himself.
From his decision to commit to doing Lengger, his meeting with Dariah, the maestro of Lengger Lanang, his choreography study in Surakarta, to his encounters with various performance stages and people, Otniel has been on a journey that continually builds his inner meaning. In that journey, he created works such as “Lengger Laut” (2014), “Barangan” (2013), “Stand Go Go” (2016), “Nosheheorit” (2017), and “Cablaka” (2018). In his last work, "Amongster # 1: Bodies between the Body", Otniel even dissected the archives of his Lengger movements on stage with a musical accompaniment. Otniel's entire work can be read as his personal attempt to define the Lengger in his body.
Now, to commemorate 10 years of his journey, Otniel is working on a new work entitled "Amongster: Voyage of Lengger". This work is like a summary, tracing Otniel's inner and outer journey of trying to interpret gender duality, as well as anything else in his body. Amongster: Voyage of Lengger is also a work that tries to answer the primary questions in his life once again.
That question also made Otniel travel to Bugis land to meet some Bissu. The Bissu, according to Otniel, share the feeling and burden of answering the same questions in life as him. They also live with gender duality in their body. They too must strategize to survive in today's world.
The first Bissu that Otniel successfully encountered was the Angel Bissu, Puang Matoa Bissu, in Bone. In their dialogue, Otniel and Angel Bissu shared their respective journeys to find roles as Lengger and Bissu. Angel Bissu explained his compromise with Islam to Otniel, his obligation to perform
indo 'botting, and his determination to continue to maintain his traditional Bissu obligations even though he is often subjected to bad stereotypes by society. "So, to be a Bissu requires dedication. Although it is often considered bad because I am a Calabai, the role of the Bissu is important to maintain the balance of nature, especially on Bugis land,” he said.
Although they have different social histories, the discussion with Angel Bissu also revealed the meeting point of two positions in today's society. Unlike Lengger, whose gender duality emerged from folk art, the Bissu actually has a stronger textual legitimacy in Bugis culture because Bissu itself is one of the five genders written in the Bugis book
La Galigo. While Lengger had to cross the artistic stage to the stage of the public to survive, the Bissu were embraced and had an important role in their kingdom. But now, both Lengger and Bissu must adopt a strategy to survive in society. Either by adopting Lengger and Bissu practices as traditional arts, or doing daily work to survive when their security is no longer guaranteed by anyone.
In Java, the Lengger Lanang dance is often linked to LGBT issues, complete with all the bad stereotypes. The film Kucumbu Body Indahku (2019), for example, which raised the issue of the Lengger, was even banned from being screened in several regions. Otniel himself experienced the impact, although he chose not to be too concerned about it. The same thing was also experienced by Angel Bissu who had led the Calabai association in Bone. Angel Bissu even explained how he had received harsh treatment from his family when he revealed his identity as Calabai. A Calabai is a man with the spirit of a woman, another one of the genders in the Bugis culture.
The Bissu Yuyun in Bone that we met also shared interesting stories. The dialogue between Bissu Yuyun and Otniel has become very connected because they not only share gender roles and a journey, but they also come from the same generation. Bissu Yuyun is 31, while Otniel is 32. This means they share many things in common, especially their own personal adaptations to modernity and desire to live up to their heritage. Otniel and Bissu Yuyun talked about how to balance their roles as Lengger and Bissu with their social life as young people.
"I am still learning to be a Bissu, but for me, being Bissu does not mean that I maintain chastity for the rest of my life. I also still have a personal life,”said Bissu Yuyun, who also works as the manager of the Kawali Soppeng dance studio at the Arung Palakka Cultural Arts Institute in Bone. Bissu Yuyun and Otniel, for example, talk to one another about their love lives and the use of social media to support Lengger and Bissu communities.
As part of the younger generation, both Otniel and Bissu Yuyun are quite distant from political events that have had a lot of influence on the resilience of Lengger and Bissu in Indonesia. The meaning that both of them seek to find in their respective roles is first and foremost a personal journey. After the standards of Lengger and Bissu performances were gradually eroded with time, they both tried to improve them during their respective journeys. These young Lengger and Bissu must now find a new way to live up to the roles they have inherited from the past.
Political issues regarding the Lengger and Bissu, as well as the traditional Bissu rituals, were encountered when Otniel's group left for Pangkajene. In Segeri sub-district, Otniel met Bissu Eka. Even though the preparation time was quite reduced, Bissu Eka invited the group to the cave where Bissu hid when the DI / TII tragedy in the 60s occurred. The cave site is a historical witness of how Bugis Bissu had to survive the threat of the radical Darul Islam army that wanted to eliminate Bissu and all traditional Bugis beliefs. Bissu Eka said that in the cave, all Bissu from around Pangkajene and the Islands met and hid for several years. Some died there, some managed to return to their families, while at that time, the Calabai living in Bugis land were mostly eliminated in the ‘Repentance operation (operation Taubat). The DI / TII incident can be considered a milestone that changed the lives of the Bugis Bissu to this day. The same thing happened to the Lengger in 1965 when the Indonesian Communist Party hunt was intense, several Lenggers in Banyumas were affected.
Bissu Eka and other Bissu we met now live in a bugis-islamic syncretism, just like the Islam-kejawen system in Java. This can be seen as a compromise to survive, but also as the unification of two cultures that sooner or later must occur due to environmental influences.
At the cave site, Bissu Eka also invited three other Bissu. Bringing some offerings, the Bissu performed a ritual and invited Otniel to join them in his Lengger Lanang outfit. Otniel had a chance to experience the ritual of Manggiri (immunity) for the Bissu. "Earlier what we did was introduce Otniel to the gods as a Lengger Lanang, apparently there are also those like us in Java," said Bissu Eka.
Accompanied by the sounds of Jalappa and Lalosu, as well as the chants of Bissu, Otniel danced around the four Bissu. With his sampur and kemben traditional dress and hairbun, Otniel danced gracefully. In one complete circle, these two different types of beings were united in celebrating connectedness, intimacy, perhaps understanding as well as carrying the same burden to live up the legacy of their ancestors.
This seven-day trip (6-12 November 2020) was recorded and will be processed into a film to complement the work of "Amongster: Voyage of Lengger". The meeting with the Bissu was one of the important dialogues in Otniel's journey in carrying out his Lengger duties.
The work "Amongster: Voyage of Lengger" is a multi-disciplinary collaborative work, in which Otniel's choreographed Lengger-based dance performances will be shown alternating with Zen Al Ansory's footage, acocompanied by the music of Bagus TWU and Mahamboro. Divided into three chapters, "Amongster: Voyage of Lengger" will be performed on 27 November 2020 in Surakarta. It’s a marker after 10 years of travelling and a milestone to look back on to plan Otniel’s next steps.
Besides meeting up with Bissu, Otniel Tasman will also present the work "Amongster # 1: The Body in Between" at Rumata Art Space on November 11, 2020. As an end to his travels in South Sulawesi, on this occasion Otniel wants to present his work to the performing arts audience in Makassar. "Amongster # 1: The Body of Between" was previously performed in Surakarta on 2 October. This work has been developed further and will be part of the second half of "Amongster: Voyage of Lengger".